Serious Talk Time

awright i think i want 2 have a serious talk time now.
u know what, sometimes i get this thought that i've been living a meaningless kind of life. i really want 2 do something crazy in this short tricky time of life. something that makes me understand what my purpose in life for. everyone has their own purpose in their life. even bad guys have a purpose in their life, which is to do something bad. the bad things that they do can have a meaning for someone else. either it would be a good thing or not at all.
lately all the things that i've been doing were just meaningless. its like wasting your time for something that doesn't even have any goods in it. i used to have a lot of dreams. i dreamt to be an artist like picasso, or a maestro in music like beethoven, or an athlete like pele, or a scientist like einstein, or a general like Khalid bin Walid, or a mangaka like akira toriyama, or a game producer like nobuhiro watsuki, or a CEO of a huge corporation like Bill Gates's microsoft, or an outstanding lecturer like peter drucker or even become the ruler of one third of the earth like Genghis Khan.
but then i realize, they're not great becoz they were great people. they're great becoz they want to be great. they have the will and willingly to be hurt to achieve anything that they want. they achieve pleasure after getting what they want. that's why i really like to be one of them. i want 2 carve my name in gold ink in this world history. i want evryone to remember me even after i'm gone.
but now, i'm feeling that i'm not doing the right things to achieve my happiness. it's like i'm doing something for things that i don't want. as an example is if u like someone, but that someone have another someone and regretfully u have to find another someone to replace that someone although u'r not really letting go of that someone in ur heart. kind of depressing huh?
yeah well life sucks and the worst part is that u have 2 endure it for a time only God knows.
so the conclusion is for all you reader there please remember me and what i've did and i promise i will remember you for all the good and the bad things that have past...

story part one

huu gw mo coba bikin novel di blog ah.  

once upon a time in a very very far far far away kingdom of Damnsofar, lives a young man who have a desire to become the 1st servece knight of Damnsofar.  he train so hard every day to be accepted as the royal knight in the kingdom.  so he enroll one day there and regretfully he was rejected the first time he enter the castle.  so he try the next day and also he was rejected too. so he try again the next day and he succesfully rejected too.  so he began to wonder why was he always being rejected.  then he ask the guard there. "scuse me mister, what is my mistake that i can't never enter the castle?" and the guard answer "boy. are you blind or sumthin'? this is the kitchen door! the entrance is right over there!" the guard pointed to a door about half a mile upfront.

and so as you may see, the young man is quite dumb... so he tries the entrance door this time.  he ask the guard "mister i wanna be a knight" and the guard answer "ok. lets see what you've got." so the young man show off his skill in sword, archery and physique. and the guard says "boy you really are hopeless... what have you been training all this time?" the young man answers "i've been training cooking all this time..... i wanna be a knight that can cook delicious food..." the guard was furious with him "BOY ARE YOU AN IDIOT??? YOU SHOULD WORK IN THE KITCHEN NOT AS A KNIGHT!!!" and so the boy was scared to death to see the guard furious like that and he ran as fast as he could back to his home and he promise "i will never be a knight again. i wanna be a master chef."

THE END

hahaha cerita ga penting...

lets sing along

jadi ini text impression gw dari lagu maroon 5 "nothing last forever":

dudududing dududing dududing 

didududang dududang dududang

didududeng dududeng dududeng

didududeng dududideng dududeng

etc.

capek ah klo diterusin...-_-'

ok here's the thing. i'm BORED. and i have to ask iki and amanda for a dinner. and i don't even know who amanda is. but its too late to walk out coz i've promised iki, and amanda seems anxious enough for that dinner. iyalah anxious wong dibayarin... hah tapi sebenernya gw gak pede mo ketemuan ma amanda. abis klo liat fotonya sih lumayan cantik dan tinggi lagi (kata si iki sih sedikit di bawah gw tingginya...) huhu sumpah gak pede... takut ga ada bahan obrolan ntar... aduh ngobrolin apa ya??? politik, ekonomi, olahraga atau gossip aja??? hah yang penting kenalan dulu deh... this is becoz of me and my big mouth...

well c u laterz boyz and girlz!