Aree's wish list

keinginan2 gw ke depan:
a. lulus bulan juli atau secepatnya. whichever comes first.
b. lulus IPK > 3,00
c. beli gitar listrik.
d. kerja di tempat yg menarik.
e. bulan madu di paris
f. punya studio musik pribadi
g. main musik bareng jason mraz
h. pengen belajar ngelukis terutama aliran nudist...(??)
i. pengen cepet2 haji.
j. punya komputer super ultra canggih
k. ngasih cucu buat orang tua gw...
l. beli bb storm (klo ada di indonesia itu juga)
m. punya apartemen/properti di singapura, hong kong dan new york
n. punya perusahaan pribadi
o. bisa bangun masjid sendiri
p. pengen difoto di abbey road sama temen2 gw ngikutin gayanya the beatles
q. keliling dunia
r. punya temen2 sejati
s. menjadi orang yg slalu jujur
t. harta g jadi masalah buat gw
u. tetep bisa hidup sederhana
v. tetep bisa ngejaga agama karna dunia bukan segala-galanya
w. berbakti ke orang tua gw dengan sebaik mungkin
x. ga jadi orang yg pelit
y. cepet2 nikah dan punya anak yg soleh dan solehah dan lebih ganteng2 cantik2 pintar2 paham2 daripada gw.
z. bisa mencintai dan dicintai selamanya oleh siapapun dia yg bakal jadi istri gw.
-AMIN-

live music

so the list of the song that i'm going to play today:
Maroon 5 - Nothing last forever
Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got You
Afgan - Terima Kasih Cinta
Slank - Ku Tak Bisa
Maliq & The Essential - Untitled
All of it will be acoustican
so watch me okay hohoho

Serious Talk Time

awright i think i want 2 have a serious talk time now.
u know what, sometimes i get this thought that i've been living a meaningless kind of life. i really want 2 do something crazy in this short tricky time of life. something that makes me understand what my purpose in life for. everyone has their own purpose in their life. even bad guys have a purpose in their life, which is to do something bad. the bad things that they do can have a meaning for someone else. either it would be a good thing or not at all.
lately all the things that i've been doing were just meaningless. its like wasting your time for something that doesn't even have any goods in it. i used to have a lot of dreams. i dreamt to be an artist like picasso, or a maestro in music like beethoven, or an athlete like pele, or a scientist like einstein, or a general like Khalid bin Walid, or a mangaka like akira toriyama, or a game producer like nobuhiro watsuki, or a CEO of a huge corporation like Bill Gates's microsoft, or an outstanding lecturer like peter drucker or even become the ruler of one third of the earth like Genghis Khan.
but then i realize, they're not great becoz they were great people. they're great becoz they want to be great. they have the will and willingly to be hurt to achieve anything that they want. they achieve pleasure after getting what they want. that's why i really like to be one of them. i want 2 carve my name in gold ink in this world history. i want evryone to remember me even after i'm gone.
but now, i'm feeling that i'm not doing the right things to achieve my happiness. it's like i'm doing something for things that i don't want. as an example is if u like someone, but that someone have another someone and regretfully u have to find another someone to replace that someone although u'r not really letting go of that someone in ur heart. kind of depressing huh?
yeah well life sucks and the worst part is that u have 2 endure it for a time only God knows.
so the conclusion is for all you reader there please remember me and what i've did and i promise i will remember you for all the good and the bad things that have past...

story part one

huu gw mo coba bikin novel di blog ah.  

once upon a time in a very very far far far away kingdom of Damnsofar, lives a young man who have a desire to become the 1st servece knight of Damnsofar.  he train so hard every day to be accepted as the royal knight in the kingdom.  so he enroll one day there and regretfully he was rejected the first time he enter the castle.  so he try the next day and also he was rejected too. so he try again the next day and he succesfully rejected too.  so he began to wonder why was he always being rejected.  then he ask the guard there. "scuse me mister, what is my mistake that i can't never enter the castle?" and the guard answer "boy. are you blind or sumthin'? this is the kitchen door! the entrance is right over there!" the guard pointed to a door about half a mile upfront.

and so as you may see, the young man is quite dumb... so he tries the entrance door this time.  he ask the guard "mister i wanna be a knight" and the guard answer "ok. lets see what you've got." so the young man show off his skill in sword, archery and physique. and the guard says "boy you really are hopeless... what have you been training all this time?" the young man answers "i've been training cooking all this time..... i wanna be a knight that can cook delicious food..." the guard was furious with him "BOY ARE YOU AN IDIOT??? YOU SHOULD WORK IN THE KITCHEN NOT AS A KNIGHT!!!" and so the boy was scared to death to see the guard furious like that and he ran as fast as he could back to his home and he promise "i will never be a knight again. i wanna be a master chef."

THE END

hahaha cerita ga penting...

lets sing along

jadi ini text impression gw dari lagu maroon 5 "nothing last forever":

dudududing dududing dududing 

didududang dududang dududang

didududeng dududeng dududeng

didududeng dududideng dududeng

etc.

capek ah klo diterusin...-_-'

ok here's the thing. i'm BORED. and i have to ask iki and amanda for a dinner. and i don't even know who amanda is. but its too late to walk out coz i've promised iki, and amanda seems anxious enough for that dinner. iyalah anxious wong dibayarin... hah tapi sebenernya gw gak pede mo ketemuan ma amanda. abis klo liat fotonya sih lumayan cantik dan tinggi lagi (kata si iki sih sedikit di bawah gw tingginya...) huhu sumpah gak pede... takut ga ada bahan obrolan ntar... aduh ngobrolin apa ya??? politik, ekonomi, olahraga atau gossip aja??? hah yang penting kenalan dulu deh... this is becoz of me and my big mouth...

well c u laterz boyz and girlz!

Late at night

haa another inspiring moment to write.  i shoulda have taken a language class rather than engineering hah... hehe. maybe i can make a platinum best-seller by writing right? gee i really don't know what to write actually.  well lets talk about fate.  so its becoz of fate that i used (and still...i think?) to like someone.  yeah well its kinda boring to hear it over and over again so lets just skip the introduction part shall we. the thing is i haven't met this special girl for some time and so the last time i met her was yesterday.  and the weird part is that i thought that i had missed her, but no. one thing that i miss bout her was her family.  i don't know what kind of feeling it is, but i was really happy to be able to meet her mother and sister again.  her family has this "special thing" in them that makes you wanna be closer with them.  and they're fun too, especially her mother.  really an extravagant woman.  always bluntly speaks up anything that's on her mind.  hehe. and now she has a brother-in-law who works at a construction consultant.  i should have ask for his business namecard, who knows i can work at his company too right? hehe.

and then i don't know if its fate or not too, but i happen to open my facebook and there it is, i've found out that she is in relationship with her best friend.  and darn i said to myself, why do i have to open my facebook now.  why didn't i opened it up yesterday or tomorrow or whatsoever.  well i admit its kinda heart-breaking to see it, but i guess i'm just used to that kind of thing.  FYI of all the girl that i used to be really close to, they ended up going out with someone.  all of this coz i'm not able to say "hey do you want to go out with me?".  and all this time, i held my tongue to say it coz my religion restricted it.  but honestly, i really want to go out with someone once in a while.  i hate the feeling of being lonely all the time.  i want to be someone's knight.  the type of guy that's always come to her whenever she needs help.  but now i realize its me who really needs help.  i know that this is God's test for me, and i think that God want to know how far does my patience really reach out and i know that God will give the best for me. and well i'm happy that she has her own knight now and i really don't have to think a lot bout her anymore now.  and i guess i will never be able to ask someone out coz the only words i can say next is "will you be my wife?" and darn i have to throw her birthday gift now, luckily i haven't given it to her hehe...hikz2x.... Aree in and out...sayonara!

just let it slide

hah sbenernya ga ada ide mo nulis apa. tapi nulis aja deh.

so its been a lousy and incredible week for me.  the lousy part is that i have to spent a night alone in my home with the electricity out coz of the problem in the trafo.  its really wild being alone in your house with just one candle lighting your entire house.  i kept imagining meeting beings from another dimension. but luckily i managed to survived the night without a single harm.

and the incredible part is that i have pass one phase of my final assignment (skripsi) which is my seminar judul.  it's really cool to wear a formal outfit and presenting my assignment to my lecturer.  and the weird part is that i was really anxious to present my assignment to them.  i'm not that nervous when i'm presenting it.  maybe it's in my blood coz i have to admit my father is really a great person when talking in front of public.

heh udah ah koq gw jadi nulis in english gini sih... tapi sekalian blajar bwat tes toefl juga sih. masa mo beasiswa di jepang aja toefl musti 550??? padahal orang jepang kan bahasa inggrisnya belepotan....coba aja lo buka www.engrish.com dijamin bikin orang terpana. haduh ajaib banget deh pokoknya. mo sok2 keren malah kampungan...

udah ah lagi ga mood nulis